bukan ku x sudi

aku sangat sebuk..tapi still nak post ni..huhuh..esaimen sume bederet..mama sangat jauh..fmly sgt jauh..hati sgt sedih..wpon raye sangat meriah..aku dgr satu lagu ni..lagu iklim..tajuk die, bukan ku x sudi..teringat kat arwah adek aku..hu~
b4 die sakit dulu..tetiap pagi kami akn ulang alik dr sg udang ke umbai..b4 rumah kat umbai siap..seminggu sekali kami balik kampung sbb nk tgk progress umah tu..tetiap kali balik kami pasang cd iklim..temasuk la lagu bukan ku x sudi.kami siap hapal dah lagu tu..harini aku dgr lagu tu kat hot fm..rase cam hati aku kene sagat2 kat cheese shredder..huhuhuh..bunyik nye lawak..tapi..hakikatnye mmg camtu le perasaan die..owh..banyak rupenye dugaan dlm idop ni..bile kite mule nanges n x nak stop tu kire dugaan gak tu..huhu..so, kawan2, hargai ape yg kite ade..sbb..bile mende yg naik n x jatuh..mende yg pergi x balik..mende yg lari n x bejaye ditangkap.hati kite akn rase rindu (T-T)

Ramadhan Kat Tempat Orang

dulu mase kecik2 (mude2 le mksudnye) cam hepi jer kan nak g lua negare..nk kengkononnye rase kat tempat orang..skang dah rase..

cam ni upenye rase pose kat tempat org lain..huhuhuh..
first of all..Salam n selamat sambut Ramadhan kat semue umat Islam kat dunie..
wpon cam dah lg setengah bulan je lagi nak raye..(men redah je tak bg salam..memntang r blog sendiri..wahahaa)
Cam bese le..bile mak ayah x de time pose ni..mule le nak sayu2..
konon2 cam diri org paling malang dalam dunie..
padahal sendiri pilih nak dok oversea..adventure lah konon..
wakkaka..n kite lupe satu hakikat..wlaopun micheal buble kate :Mybe surrounded by a million people i still feel all alone, kite masih ade yg di Atas..sentiase kasih dan memberikan kesenangn kepade kite..lupe pade Dia yg sentiase menjage kite..So sejak akhir2 ni..aku yg kememeh ni pon dah mule lalai dah...besele.manusie..mksud die lupe> Jadi..meh kite same2 doa..mintak Allah kuatkan iman kite..pelihare kite dari segale bentuk kejahatan (nafsu sendiri ni..bulan pose syaiton kene ikat). and doa supaye mereke yg jauh itu sentiase dalam lindungan Allah..
Cakap pasal mereke yang jauh ni..tingat kat ayah aku.. time bulan pose cenggini die ade 1 ayat keramat yg suke..gemar..kerap..eh x..wajib. disebut time nak saho..time mate kitorang kene gam ngn taik mate depan lauk soon masak air mak aku die akn ckp 2 mende:

1)Saho ni..bukan ape..buat syarat aje..amek berkat..lapau tetap lapau..

2)minum air masak ni..bilas tekak..nanti rase tekak x lepas..

hahahhaa..19 taun aku dgr ayat yg same..tetiap taun misti ckp 2 ayat ni (exaggerate je..tolak dah ngn 7 jadik 12 taun)..dulu2 sampai leh predict dah bile ayah nak cakap..tapi..bile taun ni x dgr ayah ckpayat keramat tu..rindu kat ayah..
hari tu ym ngn ayah,ayah pon kate : ayah masak ikan goreng taucu..untuk saho esok (padahal..buke pose pon lom lagi time tu..hahahha)..bangge betol beliau tolong mama masak untuk saho..ye la.. ayah masak satu semester 1 kali aje..
kire pencapaian hebat abes la tu..

Ayah aku ni die biasenye ade 1 uniform je bile masak..yakni kain pelekat, belenging je..tapi note this, pakai jam...tu yang x tahan tu..
kakakkaa..
kalao Arwah adek aku, Izzati plak..bile bulan pose ni die le yg paling kepoh sekali..
sebuk nak bangun saho gak wpon x bleh pose.. tolong masak2 sume..yang tukang membongkang n bangun 10 menet b4 azan..sape lg..aku le..
wakakkaa
rupe2nye seronok bile bulan pose dapat g bazar..ni tidak..sekarang, nak makan pape kene masak pulak..adeyh..i x ske lamasak2 ni..

xpenah jadik..
wakkakakaka
eish..menyimpang jauh dah ni.temanye..nak pesan kat kawan2..n diri sendiri..sementare bulan puase ni masih ade..n udare masih disedut..marile kite same2 rebut barakah ramadhan ni..moge2 selepas ini..kite boleh teruskan ibadah itu..dan membentuk diri yg soleh..sesungguhnye..kite la antare mereke yg rugi sekirenye tidak merebut

riang ria + 1 problem di OZ!!

Just got back from Oz..

its a wonderful xperince..

btoll la org kate jauh perjalann luas permandangan..

ok..

kepade sesiape yg rajin nak bace..

meh sini saye cerite..

Oz is a very nice place..

way too diffrent from Nz...well we can say that Nz is bloody boring as compared to Oz...but here is my place!

erm..ade byk tempat kat mesia ade kat Oz gak contohnye Tanah Merah Kelantan ade di Oz juge dan Kuale Nerang Kedah ade disane juge..just xde Kuale..

ekekkee..btw..

really appreciate the warmth given by the aussian (betol ke ni?)..sangat baik n ramah..padahal bukan rapat sangat ngn diorang..the bond sangat berbeze ngn kami di oklen..erm..harap2 oneday the aucklanders boleh jadisehati sejiwe cam bdak2 Aussie..*sigh*..

places i wen:



day 1: Umah Kak Shepa..(ade pavlova..first time makan..manis gell), umah dayane n shapa..ade makan2.. sedap sangat2..

espesyeli ayam die n kek nija

day2: byron bay..cantik sangat n aku mandi laut buat 1st time sejak dtg oversea..

superb gile xperience n sangat sejuk..

jejari jd numb sampai x leh bkk kete..n kami jumpe seven e punye stesen minyak.

day 3: g mane ek?x ingat..jap2..owh..g dreamworld..tnx to brissy people for the great food..kat sini paling best sekali giant drop..tecabot jantung aku..n habis sampai 200 aud for souvenier..absurd!!
day 4:sea world..erm..biase aje..xde ape sangat pon..but persembahan seal was owesome!n dolphingak..agak amaze cane binatang liar begitu dgr cakap..n 4d punye watch sangat..menakjubkan..org lainx rase kot..tapi ak yg first time tgk ni..rase amaze..wakakaa

day 5: movie world..pergh..superman n scoobi doo best nak mampus..pecah gegendang tinge aku dok sblah cuna..dari nak jerit terus gelak tgk die jerit..kakakka..
day 6: ni kene warne merah saye g DFO n misplace enpon kat sane!! huaaaaaaaa!!!:(..
day 7: Harbour town..sile beli jam fossil disini..murah babeng..kalo konvert wet mesia pon..still murah sangat..
day 8: city..owesome day at city..n malam naik city cat..buat aku rase nakhoneymoon naik city cat kalo bajet x cukup nak naik cruise..
waakkakakaa
day 9: g macq..btw..fatin smpat g beli psp last2 menet..sangat impulsive..absurrddd~

tpengajaran: orang aussie uurrgghh..menyampah!sombong!
then..bermule perjalanan kedua:

day 9:malam..sampai from brissy..g makan tako
day 10: g tgk ncg rugby match..erm..x seswai ngn jiwe saye
day 11: g circular quay..tgk sydney opera house waktu siang..halau burung ibis..n luna park..n paling best!!!KFC!idaman ku selalu..after 4 months

day 12: g paddy's..beli survinir n baju..ahaks..
i loike sydney..baju murah gile..after konvert wet nz pon way too murah..n berpiknik kat hydepark serta adventure mencari toilet..urrgh..toilet kat oz sangat koto..hand sanitizer please!
day 13: Bondi beach n Manly beach..cantik sangat..ombak die leh bunuh org..ramai mamat2 ensem surf kat cni *wink*..besarnye kebesaran illahi..samayang kat tengah2 pantai..sangat best..
wakakkakaka..pastu g makan kat shalom..sedap!ayam penyek die..pergh..sedap gile
day 14: ice skating mimie belanje n habiskan kepingn wang yg last kat ses (zes at zydney).angkut baju sejuklg 2 lai n easy way..sedey dah nak balik.
day 15: subuh2 bute kitorang berangkat pulang ke nz..best sgt jmpe kengkawan lepas 4 months..gelak x hengat..

total lost: 1000 aud bersame 1 botol hand sanitizer.. its owesome..kalo ade duit nak g sydney lagik..nak sopink..wakakkakakakakakkakaka

saturday's lesson

dah alang2 tuleh sunday's lesson,kite cakap pasal saturedays lesson plak..
my baby, si laptop..sakit..
die punye tempat cd x leh pakai..
so..i ask two men to godek2 my baby and save it.thnx to paan n syam..and the sofware was the problem..sesape yg ade prob yg same..if u xperient the same thing..and u can see a glimpse of hope (taken from cuna) u may need this:-

aku dah tekan copy..pastu kan words2 die terus hilang arah tuju...
so..usha sniri jela ek..

http://www.tomshardware.com/forum/242550-32-matshita-850s-device-problems

Sunday's lesson..

while sitting with other humans last night..ive got a new knowledge about people..kredit to Shikin :P..here they are..

Here they are..

In her book “On Death and Dying”, Elisabeth Kübler-Ross described a type of emotional journey among people who are facing death. Since she wrote this book, the model has been found to apply as well, for many people, to other major losses.
Typically, the seven (7) stages of grief are described as:
- Shock or Disbelief
- Denial
- Anger
- Bargaining
- Guilt
- Depression
- Acceptance and Hope

Sometimes, people speak of five (5) stages of grieving, putting together:
- Shock/Disbelief and Denial
- Bargaining and Guilt
-- the stages do not occur the same way for all people; they can last very little time, or a lor of time; and they can be inter-related.

Typically, the first reaction to news of impending doom is shock or disbelief, followed by denial – it’s not true, it can’t possibly happen to me, there must be a mistake–this kind of thing only happens to others, doesn’t it?

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross observed that facing the reality of death leads people to feel very angry, resentful, rageful. This is so unfair!

What do people do when they keep bumping their heads against the seeming invincibility of their opponent? This is the time for unrealistic bargaining – I’ll give you this, and you’ll give me what I want. There’s nothing wrong about bargaining – when it is based on offering the other party something they might really be interested in. It may not be very realistic to try to bargain with natural forces, illness, death…

Guilt is a way of making sense of what is happening, of regaining some form of control over the uncontrollable: “It must be my fault”.
Once the reality of death sets in, the patients feel overwhelmed, they become depressed. All resistance is futile.

Anger, unrealistic bargaining, depression… this is our struggle against “real” problems in the outside world, but also against our own inner demons.

Some dying people eventually reach a stage where they are fully aware of impending death, and neither angry nor depressed about it. They accept it.

Acceptance of reality need not be synonymous with capitulation, humiliating defeat. There is a difference between accepting what is inescapable – like death, when you’re dying – and cowardly surrendering when you could have fought more. And acceptance need not mean losing your integrity – it can sometimes be quite the opposite. Acceptance is not betrayal.
Acceptance is about using the lessons we learned in life to come to terms with the realities of the world, on our own terms.

saye yg x sedar diri esaimen byk..

huhuhu.. i loiikkee lgu nih..
love story

We were both young when I first saw youI close my eyesAnd the flashback startsI'm standing thereOn a balcony of summer airSee the lights,See the party the ball gownsI see you make your way through the crowdYou say helloLittle did I knowThat you were romeo you were throwing pebblesAnd my daddy said stay away from julietAnd I was crying on the staircaseBegging you please don't go, and I saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be aloneI'll be waiting all there's left to do is runYou'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a Love Story baby just say yesSo I sneak out to the garden to see youWe keep quite cause we're dead if they knewSo close your eyesEscape this down for a little whileCause you were romeo I was a scarlet letterAnd my daddy said stay away from julietBut you were everything to meAnd I was begging you please don't go and I saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be aloneI'll be waiting all there's left to do is runYou'll be the prince I'll be the princessIt's a love story baby just say yesRomeo save me, then try to tell me how to feelThis love is difficult, but it's real,Don't be afraidWe'll Make it out of this messIt's a love story baby just say yes, oh,I got tired of waitingWondering if you would ever coming aroundMy faith in you was fadingWhen I met you on the outskirts to town I saidRomeo save me I've been feeling so aloneI keep waiting for you but you never comeIs this in my head, I don't know what to thinkHe knelt to the ground and pulled out a ringAnd saidMarry me juliet you'll never have to be aloneI love you and that's all I really knowI talk to your dad go pick out a white dressIt's a love story baby just say yes.Oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, ohCause we were both young when I first saw you

p/s: sbb tgh wat esemen..analysis wat kemudian rr

pekare yg illi nak buat b4 balik mesia..(auck girls sile respon..kite leh gonjeng sesame)

kengkawan.. sebanaunye..ade byk sgt mende yg aku nk wat b4 kite balik mesia..
kalo korg beminat sile respon (angkat ibu jari kaki n masuk dlm idung)..senang aku nak wat rentetan peristiwe..ekekkeke

perkare itu adelah:~

1) g dunedin summer nih..(keje petik epal)
2)camping kat kaki gunung
3)bungee jumping
4)sky diving
5)tgk whale n dolpin
6)men ujan sambil makan eskem( tau bahaye tapi..teringen..)
7)nak naikbukit kat devenport
8)nak nek kapal layar..
9)g swimming kat pantai (aritu x jadik bub sejuk)
10)panjat gunung..
11)nk naik kete jelajah south island..pakai map..n sesat sesame..
12)proper piknik kat pantai
13)skuba dive..eh snorkeling je la..aku x reti berenang
14)g tempat cantik2..kite draw sth sambil duduk tepi bukit
15)beli aiskem besau sambil duduk kat atas mototapu makan..(aku tau mustahil..muskati dan muskilo..tapi..illi teringen..)
16)panjat gunung (kalo korg sechuju aku sanggup g beli kasut)

kerana waNita InGin dImeGerti (quoted from aiman as quoted FrOm somwhere)

FINEIni la yang perempuan suka gunakan untuk hentikan pergaduhan, lebih-lebih lagi bila dia rasa dia yang betul dan anda kena diam. Jangan sekali kali gunakan perkataan ini untuk memberi gambaran rupanya, terutama sekali apabila dia sedang mencuba pakaian di kedai - hanya akan membawa anda berdua bergaduh.

LIMA MINIT Ini sebenarnya setengah jam. Ianya sama jugak dengan lima minit yang perlawanan bola sepak akan berakhir sebelum anda membawa sampah ke luar, jadi ini adalah pertukaran yang seimbang.

TAKDE APA-APA Ini bermakna "something" dan anda perlu berjaga-jaga! Perkataan ini melambangkan perasaan perempuan yang inginkan anda berputar-putar kat dalam macam mesin basuh. Selalunya, ini akan memulakan pergaduhan yang akan bertahan selama 'LIMA MINIT' dan diakhiri dengan 'FINE'.

PERGILAH! (dengan kening terangkat)Ini adalah satu cabaran yang akan membuat si perempuan menjadi marah dengan 'TAKDE APA-APA' dan diakhiri dengan 'FINE'. PERGILAH (dengan kening biasa) Ini bermakna 'mengalah' atau 'buat je la apa yang awak nak sebab saya tak kisah'. Anda hanya akan mendapat situasi ini dan dalam beberapa minit diikuti dengan 'TAKDE APA-APA', 'FINE' dan dia akan bercakap kembali dengan anda dalam masa 'LIMA MINIT' apabila dia dah sejuk.

MENGELUH YANG KUAT Ini sebenarnya bukanlah perkataan, tetapi kenyataan yang sering disalah anggap oleh kaum lelaki. 'MENGELUH YANG KUAT' bermakna dia merasakan anda adalah seorang yang bodoh ketika itu dan dia sendiri terfikir kenapalah dia menghabiskan masa berdiri di situ dan bergaduh mengenai 'TAKDE APA-APA'.

MENGELUH YANG PERLAHAN Lagi sekali, ini bukanlah perkataan. 'MENGELUH YANG PERLAHAN' membawa maksud yang dia berasa puas. Adalah lebih elok jika anda duduk diam, jangan buat sebarang tindakan... dan dia akan kekal puas.

OKAY LAH Ini adalah kenyataan yang paling merbahaya seorang perempuan boleh buat kepada lelaki. 'OKAY LAH' bermakna dia ingin berfikir panjang sebelum dia membalas terhadap perbuatan anda yang telah menyakitkan hatinya. 'OKAY LAH' selalunya digunakan dengan 'FINE' bersama 'Kening Yang Terangkat'. aiman tajuddin: BUAT LAHSatu ketika di masa depan dalam masa terdekat, anda akan dilanda masalah yang besar.

TOLONGLAH Ini bukan kenyataan, sebaliknya adalah pelawaan. Seorang perempuan memberi anda peluang untuk mengeluarkan sebarang alasan atau sebab di atas apa yang telah anda lakukan. Anda mempunyai peluang yang adil dengan kejujuran, jadi berhati-hati dan anda tidak akan mendapat 'OKAY LAH'.

TERIMA KASIH Seorang perempuan mengucapkan terima kasih. Jangan pengsan. Terima dan ucapkan sama-sama.

TERIMA KASIH BANYAK-BANYAK Ini banyak berbeza dari 'TERIMA KASIH'. Seorang perempuan akan menggunakan ini apabila dia dah terlampau marah pada anda. Ini menunjukkan yang anda telah menyinggung perasaannya dan akan diikuti dengan 'MENGELUH YANG KUAT'. Berhati-hati untuk tidak bertanya apa yang salah selepas 'MENGELUH YANG KUAT' kerana ini hanya akan membuat dia berkata 'TAKDE APA-APA'.

kenape prut mard n illi bunyik?

You are not strange.
These stomach noises are a result of gas and air in your intestines getting squashed by moving food. The air is there because we swallow lots of it through-out the day. When we are breathing and eating are two common times for this to happen. The gas is there as a result of the bacteria in the small intestines breaking down food. Whenever the bacteria are required to break down food, gas is given off.
When the gas and air is squashed it makes noises as it tries to move out of the way of the food.
Not everyone's stomach makes the same amount of noise though. Some people's stomach noise is so quiet that maybe you didn't know that they had some until now. Believe me that they do have it, and don't worry( otak die dont worry..malu syell) if you have more stomach noise than they do.

solution~

One way to get rid of the stomach noise then is obviously to get rid of the extra gas that you have in your stomach. This can be the difficult part <wakakakaka> however. You need to find out what is making the extra gas and then you need to find out if you can remove it>>> kentut r tuh..wakakkakaka..lagi satu solution die is avoid eating nuts n susu..go mard! go illi!hapuskan bunyik~

hungry man is an angry man..

Are you or do you know someone who turns into a HULKING BALL OF RAGE when they are hungry? Recall all of those times when you felt that teeny tiny twinge of hunger and you let too much time pass. Then before you know it, your stomach cuts off your ability to think and you revert back to the terrible twos. Hunger can present itself in any number of mild to severe symptoms such as: anger, dizziness, headache, irritability, mood swing,nausea, slurred speech and passing out (ni ntuk cikin n fatin)

p/s: cbe korg byg..kalo perut bunyik kat lib oklen..misti sume org pndg..kalo lib ipba..org igat sore makcik meno..wakakkaka